Living Dead...

Opening the eyes early morning is customary in any Hindu household..and if you are born in a conservative family..
you are prohibited to open your eyes after 8 AM..
So i awoke by sharp 8 AM, even if i didnt slept last night.
i imagined last day, am living a life of Protima bedi last night.. i dreamnt about it!!
what claimed me to think about it??
I slept reading her biography.. With each passing page.. i was undergoing in a very unusual feeling.. saying bullshit everytime i fold unfold the pages of her life..
Her extravagant lifestyle.. practising naked runs.. thinking and talking sex, just like we think and talk about our career!!!
Open to every and any man she came across..
She was game for any man..
Her husband Kabir Bedi who is still now a greek demi God..
What a husband??
Good looking rascal.. open to infidelity.. and doesnt even care if his wife is producing kids from sperms other than his..
What a life...
unethical, deteriorating.. destroying, with no values!!!
Is it so??
or i got influenced by my ethics and then thought what they did is wrong..
She died.. He is still alive..


Now..
My story begins..
Quite quiet..
hmmm.. What she was doing, was she happy doing??
Emotions, Desires,Thirst..
But quenching your thirst with salty waters leaves leaves you more thirsty..

And i came to a conclusion.. Even if you believe in yourself.. society will only believe you,if you make them believe you..

So the life of Protima Bedi seems to me to be a life of living dead!!