Today, she met with an accident.. prepared her to cry cry cry and cry as hard as she could.. hoarse voice is coming out of sweet throat due to pain, Her pain is immense unbearable now what?
she smiled.. her lips stained with blood opened like a petal of flower.. lotus flower..
flower blooming with blood stains..
but why she smiled?
reason?
The only Reason is pain became unbearable.. a laugh came out of her dead looking face.. laughing madly.. just like someone has asked her to do that..
"Maa stop crying, see me.. am not feeling any pain.. am a brave complan girl.. chalo ghar chale.."
maa cried louder.. she huggged her in her arms.. a cozy hug.. a much required hug.. and bursted out crying.. they both!
Mother and daughter.
this relationship can never remain same in any phase of life.. not even for a moment..
she loves you but never show that, to make sure her daughter wont become a spoilt child.. but she forgets in doing so her daughter never realises her real intentions.. but become more of a rebel..
mishti is not a conventional child like other girls in her family..
she fights for herself but realises that what she fought for is not proclaiming anything..
her decisions are disastrous!
her mother wins everytime.. Why?
Because she is a mother and she knows her procreated seed.
better then the bloomed flower!
gardner knows when and what is happening with his much efforted labour.
today when mishti is in pain her mother is her biggest support.
her one warm hug.. and mishti rose from medical bed..
puts her shoes wears her blood stained sweater..
her papa gave her a support.. to walk.. just the same he gave when he convinced her to paddle a cycle for the first time..
saying.." o mera bahadur beta.. dekh ab chal.. zindagi mein sab kuch seekh.. haarna mat sikhio.. ab khud se chal.."
and she stood up on her own..
walking towards the car.. brother gave her a smile..what smile it was.. a brother's pain to see his sister going through such a pain..
saying.." chal baith ja.. ghar jaake ladai ladai khalenge..( a big smile with a tear droplet on the lotus sides of his eyes).."
she gave a smile back..
knowing he wont fight with her,, which she loves.. because this is the bond a sister can always share with her brother.
car was fast.. never realised the speed before anytime before.. she just want to reach home as soon as possible.
there was a pindrop silence in car.. just that papa looking at her from his rareview mirror trying to adjust everytime she takes a deep breathe.
brother puts his hand around her shoulder.." bass ghar ane wala he.. bhaag k rajai me ghoos jaio.."
a bleamed smile on the faces..
now the car journey is over.. but mishti's journey in pain will never end..
Jan 12, 2010
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